walking to campus this morning, i saw a car that belongs to someone i used to know– someone i used to talk to on a fairly regular basis. not that we were close, but they were a normal part of my day. it got me thinking about someone else. someone who was an important part of my life. someone i was extremely close to. now, it’s not secret to anyone that friends grow apart, but this wasn’t the case here. this person chose to longer be my friend. from my end of things, we were truly perfect one day and the next, i was nothing to them, and i really don’t understand what happened. actually, it was in the middle of a really average conversation that they just stopped talking to me and then never tried to contact me in any way again. i even took a small chance at getting in touch with them again and got no results.
so this is to you, the one who left me behind. you meant a lot to me, and i’ll always treasure what our friendship once was. i’m really sorry for whatever i did, or, if i didn’t do anything wrong, then i’m sorry i wasn’t enough. i’m sorry my friendship wasn’t worth your time. i wish i had known so i could’ve tried harder because you truly meant a world to me. thanks for what you gave. i’ll always remember you. i hope you’ve found someone who can give you what i couldn’t.
i’d be quite depressed if i hadn’t had two small encounters that brightened my day and reminded me that there are still people out there who care more than you think.
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