Would you believe that at 9pm tonight, I considered going to bed?
Of course, insomnia is the cure for wanting to go to bed early on a Saturday night.
I only seem to get insomnia when I really just can’t afford to. I’ve got to be at Lowe’s at 7am tomorrow. After that, I’ve got a presentation to finish, and two tests to study for–tests that I sort of feel like, no matter how much I study, I’m doomed to fail.
I need to be well-rested tomorrow. I’m exhausted. No matter what I do though, my brain just won’t shut off!! I actually fell asleep for about 15 minutes, but Ryan called. I can’t say that I would’ve stayed asleep, but I can say that I didn’t even realize I had fallen asleep until I looked at the clock.
I’ve been pretty lucky lately. It’s been a while since I’ve had a bout of insomnia. Generally, I only sleep normally [well, my version of normal] for about two weeks straight then I fall into these wicked, unhealthy sleep patterns for any amount of time. I’d almost forgotten how helpless you can feel when all you want to do is sleep, but something just won’t let you.
Tomorrow, by about 9am, I’ll fall into a feeling of desperation. I’ll be such a grumpy person at work. I’m debating whether or not I should chance sneaking in Pride and Prejudice to finish reading. On weeknights, I can get away with that in Lumber, but I’m not sure about a Sunday morning. It would probably be slow enough, but there tends to be a lot of employee traffic down that way. I wish my Biology book was a little more compact. I could get some studying done…
I just hope that when I get home I can really get into finishing up all that I need to. You better believe either a sleeping pill or some Nyquil will be on my menu tomorrow evening. I’d like to try to knock out this insomnia battle before it throws off my sleeping pattern too much.
So much to think about, but now isn’t the time, dammit. I need to procure an ‘off’ switch for my brain. It’s getting in my way right now.
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